I came to Beijing in early April of 2010. Nine years have passed in a blink of an eye. I have been in Beijing for nine years, and I have also passed the thirties. I always feel that I should write something and sort out my stories and thoughts of the past ten years. It also prepares the ground for the next decade and organizes thoughts. I remember that when I was preparing a document, there was a link where I wrote a few things I thought were the most successful. At that time, I thought hard and found that there were not many successful experiences worth sharing, and then I had an epiphany: It seemed that I was working hard and moving forward, but aimlessly. Governor Ermai, I am sorry. I remember the famous financial writer Wu Xiaobo once said: "When a person is in his twenties or thirties, he can try more and explore more. Then at the age of thirty, he can find the job he intends to do in the future, and it will take ten years or even ten years. Concentrating on the business for a longer period of time can also make a difference. ” I remember that I wrote an article about getting out of confusion about three years after I graduated. It was mentioned at the time: Today's life is Latest Mailing Database determined three years ago, and today's actions will determine the life of three years later. If you are confused and confused today, then it will be the same in three years. Every three years in the future will be a simple copy of the previous three years. In this way, the end of life is almost predictable, that is, mediocrity. After so many years of graduation, I basically kept the habit of writing summaries. Later, I found that it was interrupted for a while. I didn’t know the reason at the time. Later, I had an epiphany: many things need feedback and reflect value in order to fundamentally persist. If there is no main line support, it is often easy to get lost. A lot of things are like this. They are often full of expectations at the beginning, start to doubt when encountering setbacks, and finally give up due to various reasons. In many cases, it is not the lack of perseverance, but the lack of a real support point. This support point should be from the inside out, the inner voice of one's inner source, not the external appearance. 1. Story 1. Looking at the mountains is the mountain, and entering the workplace for the first time When I entered the workplace for the first time, I crossed the river by feeling the stones and took a lot of detours. One thing I still remember is that I have been working for about a year, and I am in charge of the company's internal management system: from requirements to solutions, to front-end to back-end, database, to the final test, launch, and operation and maintenance are all by myself. It was only later that I learned that these tasks could be done by a team of 6-7 roles. Once when deploying a project, when executing a database script, a core database table needs to be emptied, and the local test database needs to be operated. As a result, the data in the remote formal environment is emptied after execution. At that time, I was stunned, thinking that this is a big trouble, and then I tried various ways to recover: searching online, consulting my classmates and friends, and asking for advice from acquaintances, but in the end I couldn't recover. The most recent database backup was a month ago. At that time, the pressure was very high, and it was reprimanded by the leaders of the department and the business side. This is one of the most serious mistakes I have made in my workplace. After so many years, looking back at this incident, I am still very grateful to the leaders at that time. They did not criticize me very severely, nor did they ask me to help me enter the lost data, but just said a few words. This incident also gave me a sense of awe. I can't take things for granted. I must be rigorous, meticulous, and meticulous. I must learn to be prepared for danger in times of peace. The first job in the workplace was to be in charge of the company's management system. At that time, all the work was done by myself. If you look at it now, it is equivalent to 6-7 roles of the team, including product, front-end development, back-end development, data development, designer, testing, operation and maintenance, etc.